宝宝的衣服

当妈妈得到爸爸的签证可以买衣服给你时，你可知道我是多么的开心😊。

Alamak, 全部都是pink color。

你爸说：‘出来是男的，以后变gay，mama的事’。那有爸爸这么说话的😠。更气我的是你爸说：‘我不是第一次做爸爸，所以我不会向你那么excited’。

Mama虽然经济上真的很紧，真的对不起你。可是mama有买一两件给你。更欣慰的是，mama的朋友-Venice和Huina啊姨等等有送mama宝宝的用品哦。我❤️你，baby😘😘😘

mama的坏天气

昨晚情绪有些激动。宝宝感受到，动了一阵。还好，我过后就睡着了。对不起宝宝，mama爱你。

好累好累，今天又出去一整天。

Happy mother's day

Thank you papa for the little yellow rosie (your favourite colour). We can feel the every little effort you make to keep us love, safe and stronger. We 💕 u. 

Mama happy, Baby happy. Everyone happy. 

How do you feel when he said......

How do you feel when your husband-to-be said...
1. He wasn't ready when you told him you got pregnant?
2. You figure out baby stuff yourself.
3. I do not want to get marry cuz I am not ready.
4. Let's get married for the sake of child, but I don't love you.
5. You need to control your emotion cuz you are stressing the baby. 
6. You need to grow up! How could you be a mom?
7. Is your own problem that come to me.
8. I don't see you as a wife. (So he introduce her to his friends as 'friend' or 'partner')


This husband-to-be has no idea how much damage he had done to her.

Her emotion swing like a yoyo.

How should she react?

28 Aug

I never thought I could be so dumb. The negativity comes and confidency goes.

Who am I? I lost myself again.
Did I make the right move?

Maybe cute butt was right? Not that you can bare, this is not for you perhaps.

17th May 2017

Good news today.

Weight drop to 55.7kg. Cassy called me early in the morning to inform me a good new. Besides. cute butt is very kind to tag me along to KL next week. 

Exercise twice a day, one in the morning and one in evening are really exhausting. I left Body combat slightly earlier than usual because my muscle could not take it anymore. I could feel the lactic acid is all around my muscle.

Diary 16th May 2017

I received two calls for the interview; one from a Wellness Company & one from Rxx Bank. Hmm, is that what I want?

There were a few interview calls and interview appointments lately. Well, at least my market value is still there. I should be confident in myself and never doubt my own ability. 

I think interview today went quite smooth. The last chat was great. I was able to express myself better in showing my initiative and interest. Yes, I would like to challenge myself to discover the potential and never stop learning. 100k before 30 years old, but stick with the current title won't help me reach the goal. Yes, reading news and market to keep me updated, why not? Okay, to reach the goal you have to work harder than others and train your thick face.

Richard shared the idea of youtube, weight loss for confinement and wedding. He also mentioned we could do the soursop leaves tea as soon as possible. I can't wait to start the engine.