Wednesday, July 2, 2014

Oh no!!! Putting on weight!

I've been putting on weight lately without realising. It was just a month I started to work and my weight is weighting up! I can see the stubborn fat started to grow around my waist and also my tights! Besides my skins became loose and 'swingable'. I can't wear hot pants and tight top anymore :(

 Oh gosh what have I done to myself? Having bad diet and physically inactive at all!!! I ate a lot of rice lately, I hate rice!!!!! Is all your fault! Ops sometime can't blame rice at all because one thing that I finally agree is that australian they see asian food is oily and try to avoid it. It is true! I see many housewives or even when you eat out, the food is so oily! This Is something that I am not very used to eat anymore. I feel bad that sometimes I will prepare a bowl of water to soak/rinse the veg to remove the oil! Seriously I did that and I am going to continue.

 Okay start complaining, I don't like Malaysian lifestyle, eat and sit on the car; where can I jalan-jalan nearby my house? Plus my freedom is kinda restricted because I don't have a car, inconvenient to go out, can't even shopping to move a bit, such a boring and torturing life! 
Okay finish complain. 

Maybe I should come out with a plan~

What I used to be when I was oversea
Morning: 
1.oats/cereal, banana and milk
2. 1 slice of toast with peanut butter and coffee with milk
3. 3 dim sim
4. 1 small bowl of yogurt with fruits and some biscuit crumb 

Lunch: 
1. 1/2 little bowl of rice with any dish ( steam fish, baked beans, beef and veg)
2. 2 pieces of toast/ 1 roll/ 1 wrap with peanut butter/can's tuna/ ham&cheese
3. Salad mixed with feta cheese and meat

Dinner:
1. 1:2 bowl of rice with any dish
2. Soup, half packed of noodle, veg, mushroom, veg
3. Takeaway food

Middle of day when hungry:
Nimble biscuit or fruits

Most importantly, my working needs a lot of physical work and moving around.

Currently :
As mentioned above, carbo feast! Oily food! No fresh eat!

A plan to implement~
Morning:
Cereal, milk, banana, yogurt, toast, oats,
Nuts and raisin

Lunch:
1. 1/2 small bowl of rice with veg, protein
2. Salad and meat
3. Toast/wrap/rolls with egg, meat & veg

Dinner:
1. 1/2 small bowl of rice, veg, protein less.
2. Veg soup 

Snack a bit between meals when hungry.
Biscuit, milo or hot choc drinks 



Monday, May 5, 2014

The Complicated Life

現實與夢想
如果要達到自己的夢想,必須先承擔現實的殘酷,那我願意
但是隨之而來的是我老朋友壓力哥。
看看自己的壓力,看看別人的,其實不算什麼,喜歡這段,山不轉路轉,路不轉人轉,人不轉心轉。外境不轉時,心念一轉,便豁然開朗。
當自己跌得滿是傷的時候,哭過就沒事,而且要感謝它讓你上了一課
當別人對你口氣不好的時候,別氣和難過
試著反省自己,改變自己的態度,然後再給對方一個燦爛的笑容。
當人事物不斷打擊你的心,那試著把自己的心練得堅固點
國中的時候老我們讀過 the road not taken
我想選較少人走過的路,克服現實,變得更壯,我會加油的


Written by a friend on facebook @ https://www.facebook.com/soonjin.teh?fref=nf

It is so hard for me to choose right now. I am struggling for work yet I can't leave my be-loved people and I hate to being alone again. Should I give up finding job in my related field? Is it what I am looking for? At the moment, I just want to stay with the people I loved.

Thursday, May 1, 2014

Preliminary Photo Shooting

Short-listed Candidates Preliminary Photo Shooting at First Avenue for I Found FAME 2014  Something that's not so me...

This is my first time photo shooting since long time ago and it was fun. I did enjoy. The event was held on 26th&27th April. The photo is a bit blurred. Blame my very light make up too. Look super ugly on this photo. 



There were a lot of nice pictures of pretty women and handsome men. Have a look on 1st Avenue Penang's facebook or just check on this link 

https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.859042527444763.1073741917.165384046810618&type=1

I wasn't intent to participate on this kind of event. I submitted the form just for fun. So lucky that I was selected in the 70 list out of 500+ candidates. Anyway don't think I will be selected in the top 12 for final, so many talented people out there. Anyway photo shooting was fun and cool! I love photo shooting- an expression of art!



Thanks friends for coming with me and coincidently met Shirlyn just finished her photo shooting session. A free starbuck buy one free one voucher was given to every candidates.  


I am sucked in make up as I don't do make up frequently. The first photo's make up by myself in the morning. The second photo's make up was touched up a bit by the professional team. Love my eyebrows, thanks for helping me. 
The last one still looked good with no make up, hahaha...


The finalist was out few days ago and I wasn't in the list as expected. Congratulations to the winner!

Wednesday, March 26, 2014

Attitude

Finally I have found out the one who rang me from Adventist Hospital and SADLY to say I miss the golden opportunity. She is the manager of Health and Wellness Department and looking for a Community Dietitian due to her staff is leaving to US. However I just noticed the email from the stupid Junk Mail and it was too late already. She had already found someone for this position. I am so sad sob sob sob.... Such a good opportunity just slipped away like that. Stupid me:(  I know my attitude and behavior is such a big problem. I should treat things seriously in real!!! Bye Bye my gold~~~

Is there any chances of working as Dietitian again? Or nah just stick back to Food Industry? My future is so blurred. I shall not think that far. I should just take whatever that come first. Oh My God...