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First day Orientation

First day orientation~
Met few friends, they are so nice!
Felicia and Mayee are from Singapore, nice girls...
Met some old friends too...
I found that Hongkie they are so funny, like Jennifer, Jessie and their friends.
The ways they speak always make people laugh and happy!

Only grab 3 pieces of pizza today! haiz, lousy me!

This week i have so many working day off, sob sob....
Money Money MONEY!!!!!

泡沫之夏

终于看了三集‘泡沫之夏’的连续剧。我想说果然看完了小说，戏剧就不见得多么的精彩。ok，把精彩放一边，当然，戏剧不会拍得像小说那样描写的那么的仔细。可是，我想说，如果制作人，导演等等，如果是专业的，那么这部戏会拍得很棒的。
其实，我觉得戏里最失败和让我失望的是music editor。我不是读这个的专业，可是它的背景音乐真的很烂！很土！而且，每次都连接不到，好像卡着卡着。一部这么浪漫悲伤的连续剧，即使拍得再好，配上不对的音乐，效果就拉低了很多！我觉得何润东为了让它完美`，反而弄巧反拙。
而且，何润东的演技在这部戏里，真的很令我失望，太没水准了！亏他还演过那么多部戏！
看这部戏，能让我心跳的是大S的演技，超级棒！！！！！
大S，你超级棒，也很美！！！！！
当然，其他的女演员也满不错的！
个人觉得大S的演技让这部戏还能站！！！！！要不然我也不想看下去。。。
那个音乐背景真的使这部戏残不忍睹~

Twilight New Moon

Ok, i insist that i am so outdated! So what?
Finally i got it to watch! Yeah...
The movie was so great, better than the first one! Looking forward on Eclipse...
Talk about the books of Twilight, I am still far behind from the ending, erkk=.='
Actually it got 4 books , and then I only started to read on the 1st book....And only few pages read, hehe....
When will I finish it?
Ermm, can't make a promise here....

The songs in the movie were so nice! I will look for it...
They make me feel~

爱的喜怒伤悲

没有必要去回想从前
也不是回味从前
只是想痛快地再爱一次
喜怒伤悲
痛快地再为爱痛哭一场
我没有变态
只是想再体验 爱的喜怒伤悲
烦，哪一天啊？
遥远吗？

vanilla twilight

The silence isn't so bad
Til I look at my hands n feel sad
(vanilla twilight)

HL> cause the spaces btw my fingers are still empty
where's the fingers that fit it completely

LOH MAI KAI( chicken sticky rice/glutinious rice)

Found this recipe from 'Ohbin Blogspot'.
I didn't follow exactly the same as Ohbin cz some of the information she gave in her blog wasn't that detail. So, i had altered some ingredients n steps to make this loh mai kai!

And because of i didn't follow the exact amount of the ingredients, so i had overpowered the sweetiness and saltiness. However it came out nice for my 1st time of making this!

Proud of myself! (muka tembok now, hehe)

How did i make it?

1 1/2 bowl of glutinious rice
4 mushrooms
about 500g chicken thigh chopped
1 chinese sausage
2 small shallot

To marinate the chicken
pepper
oyster sauce
soy sauce
dark soy sauce
sesame oil

Seasoning of rice
3 tbsp oyster sauce
4 tbsp soy sauce
2 tbps Chinese wine( shao xing wine)
4 tbps sugar
1/2 tsp salt
6 tbsp water
1 tbsp sesame oil
pepper
5 spice powder

1. Soak the rice overnight. Marinate the chicken n mushroom overnight.
2. Steam rice for 30-45 mins.
3. Cut the sausages into pieces. Stir fry sausages, shallot, mushroom and chicken.
4. Arrange them into small bowl and then the rice on top.
5. Steam for 30 to 45 mins.

Actually it is not that complicated as i thought.
Comment from my sis was, mb put more wine n pepper n less sugar n salt, cz sweetiness n saltiness had overpowered. And mb shallot no need to be added in the dish.

I will try again next time, hopefully i can get the bliss point soon!

Hwa Ling, you are awesome!!!! IS HER

想爱

爱疯了
想爱疯了
想爱，疯了
想爱。。。。。。

Found >Food Recipe's blogs

found some good food recipe's blogs just now...
so happy...
And I am going to make 'loh mai kai'(chicken and glutinious rice)
and keep going on~ new foods!

one of the blog i found is http://ohbin.blogspot.com/
good food recipe's blog

Lemon Cake

It's actually named as Lemon Drizzle Bar

and it should be baked in a square cake tin but not a round cake tin..

So, i named it lemon cake, haha...乱七八糟, erkk'

Wagamama at Chaddy

Went to 'Wagamama' at Chaddy...The noodles i ordered was so nice!
But it's quite expensive duh! About AUD19
Anyway, my sis paid, so hehe....
Well, I will go by myself to have that noodle again next time^^
Had forgotten the name but it's number 42 in the menu!

I like the pickled ginger in the noodles,it gives taste to the noodles,
a little bit of sour and taste of picked ginger, but not too strong...
and the spicy dry fish( kind of like 'bak hu')

But they too kiam siap, the prawns and scallops should be large in size since we paid so much and the serving size also not tht big, jz standard size for a person.


ps/no photo to be shown cz i always feel embarrasing to tk photo of foods when going out wif family and guy's friends. they might think i am sampat=_=

看完了《泡沫之夏》，我突然好想结婚。

The Movie-FUME

I think that's why I like art so much, especially the performance art!!!
This movie is about the story of performance art!
Some great words from there, i think I should watch again n citate them!
That's what amazing about performance art, LIVE and LIFE
I like music, but don't have patient to learn piano
I like singing, but i don't have a good voice.
I like dancing, but I don't have a chance to learn
I like to perform and act, but i never got chance to act for a theater.
What i can do?
An audience enjoying the beauty of art!

Well, I will always waiting for the chance to come, falling on me!!!!!

My exam finally ended yesterday. I should feel happy but I am not. Still emo~ing =_=
When can i able to handle my bad emo n thought?
I am so so so EMO!!!
I hate myself of being like that, hate them...
Moody and unhappy :(
Tense up and escape
In Silence..............................................................

what the hell, i am definitely will get into deakin next sem, and wif HD results...wat the hell wif 'hope to see u soon in deakin'! fuck!

Back from the work, again, FRIDAY NIGHT

花痴日记

Arrrrrr~(screaming crazily)
I talked with Dan in the church just now!!!!!
Arrrr~(scream again)

so happy...whoohooo...
haiz,but i think he already got a gf :(

Like this phrase

BE READY to see yourself 5 to 10 years from now. She wants a man who knows his direction

Shock

Went to find Jun for printing cz stupid Deakin printing damn cacat!!!
Heard from my classmate that it's been a week the printing system cacat!

and I heard from Sheh Jing that Ong Choo Yih is studying in Deakin, Geelong!!!
Omgosh! D:

Ist Night

My ever first time to stay overnight at friend's house in Aus!!!
SO SO SO SO HAPPY :P
I was so excited when i was on the bus( even though i was extremely tired at that time cz jz finished from work)

Oh, I miss the night so much...The night is still YOUNG?
Like the lighting at night, it is so pretty
Like to sit on the car or bus at night, looking around~
Night is never late for me
Night is warm, happening, romantic..
Night is emotional too

Travelling from Thomas Street, Dandenong at 5.37pm by 862 bus to Chaddy, and then 6.43pm by 767 to Rita's house. Was reaching there at 7.09pm.

guy that works on the boat

Was chatting with a guy that works on the boat on Monday :)
He's on holiday, in his hometown SP, YAY~ back to his own place...
Stay happy friend, smile :)

Happy to chat with you!
Enjoy your holiday!
whoohoo____

Art exhibition in church

Ops, so embarrasing but thx sis!!!
It's really a big courage n motivation for me!!!
GUess what, there's someone who rated for my POOH BEAR for 50 dollars!!!!
ok, she rated it cz she like the POOH and she's a teacher in primary school i think...

So for the next year, I will definitely do more art work n exhibit there, just for FUN >.<
DRAWING AND PHOTO!!! Some of my photos not bad duh!
I shall put it there, hehe( nvm, next year!!!)

A BIG STEP OF COURAGE AND MOTIVATION!

LING CAN DO IT!!!!! She's GOOD XD muahahahahahahaha

Knox 2nd days

Working at Knox just now...
Today felt much more better and relax( i mean emotionally)
Maybe Titiana( Tek's wife) wasn't there and this is my 2nd time working there( so might not that nervous)
and Tilly( heard from Marina before) is the person who in charged today.
and mb other stuffs treated me not as 'Alien' as last week.
1st I speak bad english
2nd My listening is bad too
3rd I am a lil bit BLUR BLUR( quite blur)
4th I am a transferred worker

Not as busier compared to last week but still busy...
Drove me crazy when Saphratha( mb wrong, had forgotten her name) left home earlier cz she was sick.
I am so tired after working, i heard every of my breath, it was so loud.
Luckily sis came to pick me up...haha, TQ, muak!

AND heard from Rita tht Tek's wife compared us...
Sorry Tata, I know it's really upset u! So sorry:(
and thx to hear tht She said I am good, it's really warmed n motivated me!
I am really scared of her indeed D: even though she's a nice person =_=

So, basically what i feel about knox is ermm>
ok, I feel not bad, ok lo to work there.
but i am so lazy to travel to knox!
and the work n tireness are DOUBLE of Dandenong!!!!!!
EXHASUTED, fooooo....................

Yesterday, on 767bus.
A Chinese mom was bringing his son to school by bus.
The mom pressed the button when they almost arrived their destination
however the button didn' work at all. Then the mom told the bus driver politely to stop them the next stop. The bus driver started going mad and shouted at her that didn't she know to press the button. Then her son, little boy just 5 years old i think, said 'THE BUTTON IS BROKEN.'

The little boy said ' THE BUTTON IS BROKEN'

I think the boy might feel very upset when the driver responded like that to his mom...
He has no front teeth

花痴

ok, i did this kind of stupid stuff again...
hey Hwa Ling, u ain't teenage girl anyway yea, but still doing that kind of stuff!
Deng deng Deng deng~
Erkk, i spy guy again..OMGosh, so sia sui ;p

Was noticed him when went to target to take the trolley...
cz i couldnt pull the trolley out even though i had already put the money in, then i called the stuff and then he came, Muahaha...
I was saying 'ok, is all right, jz a dollar'
he said' no no, is not ok, tht's your one.'

Then another day when i went to get the trolley, saw him again, n we were walked pass each others, n he LOOK AT ME!!! Argg, ok i know i am super花痴, so what!!! gosh
ok, i think he was thinking 'WTH this girl ccomes and take our trolley again!!!'
and another version is 'OOO, the girl that had her trolley stucked on that day'.

Last week, i saw him wearing a coat, look so gentleman and Cute!!!
Well, cz he looks CUTE and MAN...

Chat with him yesterday,
I like the ending, anyway i don't think tht's the end...
tomorrow might be climax again! who know?
but the girl know...
She's such a bitchy n cheap.wu~

Caffeine, AWAY FROM ME

Was FISHING in the class today :(
I am so tired.
I think i got side effect from the caffeine-HEADACHE badly
(was having coffee continuously for few weeks)
I think i should stop drinking coffee right now cz i don't want to get addicted!!!
Once get addicted,you have to rely on coffee everyday to keep you awake and energized and by the time it's multiplied hard to withdraw from it!!! I don't want it
Anyway, was so suffering this few days and still keep going...
So tired and headache!!!

BBq

Having a Bbq party in the afternoon...
Location: A park in Burwood
No need girls to clean> which I like the most :)
It's a simple Bbq but i did enjoy myself!

Envy hostel stayed life......

When I was on the bus from Oakleigh to Chaddy, a chinese girl intend to get off the bus and told the driver to stop the bus but the bus driver didn't, he was like an idiot and rude man.
1st,I think the girl didn't say out loud, well she was like kept telling the driver to stop, sounds like a bit begging already. sometimes, from what i thought, the local really like to step down on the foreigner, so better be strong! We are not weak...
2nd, mb the bus driver misunderstood the girl.

Then, wa~ a white teenage boy shouted( not really shout actually) 'She wants to get off the bus'!!! to the driver. Then only the driver stop and opened the back door.

Anyway, i still thought the driver didn't really want to stop the bus for that girl, he was like a bit blaming the girl.
And, like the guy, he's so cool!!! Hero ya! Good Boy =)
I don't even have courage to tell the driver to stop the bus for her. Not only me but all the passengers in the bus, we are so coward and selfish people.

Sweetie

我的心情跟随着你的文字一上一下。。。
很窝心
=）

Dandenong Range 3- Lavendar

Another type of Lavendar tht i never seen before until this afternoon...

colour> a bit dull, not tht bright and attractive

smell> smell similar to the normal one but differ somehow, it has it's own unique

look a bit dry, mb because of the dull appearance?

less leaves and longer stem

every part of flowers are obvious and distant

I named it> WILD LAVENDAR

Dandenong Range 3- Umbrella

Like the Umbrella, very lady...

AUD24

Not buying it cz 1st no money. 2nd too small

Location> In a shop at Olinda

Dandenong Range 3_Pie in the Sky, Olinda

PIE IN THE SKY-OLINDA,

MT Dandenong

See,a lot of people queuing at lunch time

Yum yum, Rendang pie..

ohya, it's hot-spicy!

Pies that i would like to eat are Rendang, Tandoori, cheese and steak etc

PIEs Pies pIes

My third time eating those pies :)

Last time dine in when dad came to Aus..

TAKE AWAY

CHEAPER than EAT IN?

Dandenong Range 3_Puffing Billey

ok, Puffing Billey again!!! My 2nd time
Belgrave to Menzies Creek

Not as fun as 1st time, perhaps i should come here with friends next time...

and ermm, i would like to come here with bf, ermm BF? XD

Vincci shoes

I want the middle one, so nice!!!

Vincci

I read a post from Jia Wen there...

说不爱就不爱 我输得彻底

love this...
What a girl felt after breaking up with the one she ever loved the most

我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。 可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。 假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？ 其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。


After posing this paragrah, some ppl leave their comments. Well guys, I dint mean anything to pose this up... and ermm i have no comment on ur comments..

I found something~about me, about love.
No feeling towards love! 麻木。。。
我不是情圣，暂时无言。

KANGKUNG

o ya, just now cooked KANGKUNG for the first time...
forgot to take the photo of the dish!!!
taste not bad...

Ingredients
kangkung
garlic
chilli
season with salt
a little bit of water
dry prawn

终于身体发出了讯息
E o E o E o
快撑不住了
再足够的睡眠
再充沛的精神
还是治不了那疲惫的身躯
可不能倒下呢
还得撑

I was working for 4 days and having classes for 2 days last week...
Damn tiring! It's like even I am awake every early single morning,
but my body is still sleeping.
Poor me~
Hopefully they knew I am really tired!
Well, I am happy to work though i am really tired
At least better than staying at home
( I feel depressed n stress to stay at home).
So no matter how tiring i am, I would rather go to work than stay at home!!!
Sometimes is not about earning money,
but a way to balance my life> more happy n relieve

DRESSes :(

Thinking she should buy some dress or formal wear clothes
HAVE TO put some money on these colthes

' I dont want to wear almost the same wearing every Sunday morning'
:(

CUPcakes with chocolate on top

Finally she ended up eating the cupcake like a MICE

only ate the top choc

and ya do u see some choc tht around her mouth

12 serves

125g custar sugar

125g flour

125g margarine/ butter

vanilla essence

melted choc

ps> decorated with choc came sudden in my mind, just to have fun with doing these( I was so enjoying and patient) and entertain the little one as well

5 spice marinated chicken

five spice powder

whole chicken

dark soy souce

soy souce

salt sugar

ps> A recipe tht I hardly remembered cz i never learned, trying hard to recall my memories of BBQ,looking at my friend's mom marinated the chicken!

Mushroom pork/chicken mince

chicken/pork mince

sugar/onion

dark soy souce

soy souce

osyter sause

dry mushroom

garlic

spring onion

Babysitting 2

Flooding in some path of Chaddy as hail broke the roof n water leaking...
We were in the cinema, I heard the sound from the roof but never thought it was a crazy scary hail!

Sandwiches prepared by Ling~Hmm, yummy6 March 2010

BABYSITTING 2- Molica

Went to Chadstone having movie with her for

ALICE THE WONDERLAND

preparing sandwiches for our lunch before went in the cinema

Well, Alice The Wonderland quite disappointed me, not as nice as i thought, quite boring ==

Happy life, Can I?

School started, getting busier and tiring
classes+ assignments
working
housework
really make me tired n busier....
n Molica keep weewee for 5 days early in the morning
had awaked me!
Bad sleep these few days and tiring body
Still I don't like this house!
I shall enjoy my uni life but it never happen because of them!
I should thx them somehow they ruin my uni life,

I HATE THEM

I'd rather sleep in the lecture than staying at home

I'd rather work in the place i like than staying at home

I'd rather hanging out with friends than staying at home

I'd rather making myself busy than staying at home

I am just seeking a balance way to make me happy n feel better

Outing with Buddy~s

Hasting

Went to Hasting on Saturday to visit Ang's family( brother-in law's friends).
A town celebration was held on that day
Ermm, finally understand why they said that about this small town
I should take some of the photos to reflect some of the issues

Hasting, a place near to beach and about 30mins to 50mins drive from Dandenong...

What i had observed
EYES....1. The way they wore
2. Kids * A lot of kids in a small town
3. Parents

Babysitting

Her posing
Pretty and sweet
Waiting patiently with me at the Monash bus stop

Sushi, for the first time i made

Ling and Molica

I was babysitting my niece for 3 nights and 2 n half days

No war happened btw us on these few days

Good job! muahaha

My strategy> 1. brought her out

she will be very happy

make her tired

sleep early

no space for war

2. opened Dora for her

3. cook YUm Food for her

Where were we going for these few days?

Saturday~ went to meet Symone n Rachel in Monash hostel

ps_I love hostel life so much

so evny them

making alota friends and activites

~ Had McD at Waverley Garden

~Making banana smoothies for her after home

Sunday~ went to Chadstone

Took 1.45hrs for us to reach Chadstone, Damn!
848-Waverley Garden, 813- Springvale Train Station, Train- Oakleigh Station, 900- Chadstone

There was still an existence of small war" SHOWER

I hugged her to the bathroom =_=

church summer camp in philips island

HL on the beach wuhoo~
Melinda n Ling
Ailen and Ling

I like the sand here very much, very soft~

AHA, they use salt as money! so funny

OK, the swing is awesome! I stopped half way, cz very scared of height!

FEEL GOOD~

Walk up the hill back to resort from the beach

Grace, Ling and Nancy

Church Summer camp in Philips Island

with all new friends

Youth is back =)

Youth is back on Friday 5th Feb!
We went to Chadstone, just to play a stupid game.
Haha, anyway, it was fun because i joined the lil girls group.
Looking for people here n there
Chasing for the people
and Bryan was so cruel to the lil girls
And had a supper in McD which just next to SC
ordered a coke n irritated my stomach afterthat
stupid me!

o ya, know some new friends.
erm, need to write down their name
so that i can only remember!!!
Blane> who took me by car, cute and crazy girl, haha
ops, i have forgotten others people's name..
gosh!

ok, few good things on that day
youth is back
I decided going to camp
I got the job!!!

Yogurt

1th Feb 2010
City

Unable to finish the berries

Yum Yum, thick mouthfeel yogurt

First time ate so much of yogurt

finished all by myself

It's a berries yogurt with lots and lots of berries

Bought it at David Jones Food Court

Cz my sis said it's nice

so went there and had a tried

Taste not bad

price ermm, ok la... AUD 6

This one is the smallest size

Relief

Finally, it came!
I was so relief after 30th of Jan.
Back to normal again
and promise myself won't do that again!!!

上帝是爱你的
^^

悔言

既然没人会再爱我
我更要爱我自己
还有上帝

MP in Waverley Garden S.C.

I went to the MP store wanna get back my paid but he din't pay me! His stupid reason was 'you just send me the message yesterday, you should sms me earlier then only I can reply you. My file at home, I din't bring so I can't pay you now.' Fuck! Since you know i send you the message, can't u reply me! DAMN!

Ok, the extra one and half an hour, I'll count with you! Don't give me the stupid reason!

Surprisingly, Yuri left the MP store! I can't believe it!

Stupid boss fired the good, hardworking and handling girl!

And i am so admired her!!! She is so braved! She got fired because (haiz actually she shouln't do that) she sms to critisize the stupid boss. She is so cool, what a cool korean girl!!!
I feel so sad i don't have her contact number. :(
Actually we promised to give contact number to each other on our next shift. However, we dint have the same shift and that time was my last time met her.
Miss you Yuri, hopefully will meet u again in advance!

Yvonne is back.
The boss treat her so bad. As she is a 3 generations girl, they should appreciate her!
The boss only give her one shift per week cz she is too expensive to hire!
Haiz..Good luck girl!

20th Birthday

Big Girl

Happy 20th Birthday!!!
( 7th Jan )

Is glad to receive my friends blessing in facebook!
Thanks friends!
I was surprisingly QS still remember my birthday,
but his midnight message awaked me and i had a bad sleep
More surprise was Soojin called me! Wa~wa~
So sweet! I think this is the sweetiest birthday present of my 20th
although just for only one min talk of greeting me.
Anyway, it was touching...
better than someone said wanna call me but dint do it!
Hate the liar, anyway used to that liar, so i dint bother much!
And i had a birthday dinner with family in Chilli Paddy, Mel Center
I dint really enjoy much, not happy actually..
Anyway, thx for the dinner...

Conclusion, nothing special for 20th birthday..
as usual~


continue with my wish for birthday
~i wish i have friends celebrate with me:(
waiting, always

DuMb dUmB wants gUm GuM

Yesterday chatting with dumb dumb!
So happy!
He is officially named dumb dumb by brother and me
HOhoHo
Dumb DumB wants GuM gUm!!!
That's was the longest and sweetiest chat with him.
He is one of my friends that i ever want to be very friend with
However...don't know how to say....lots of reason....
become less contact and not even met for almost 2 years!!!
Anyway we know we are still friends yea!
You are really a good friend that can make me be myself
laugh and joke
Have a lot of fun
All the best in USA yea!
Hopefully we can meet again...
I know, at least 2 or 3 years later...
And I know u are going to be a great man on that time!

Happy New Year

SMILE 新年快乐。。。

一踏入2010
我一点都不想回忆去年
我很开心
莫名的开心
可是 我知道
休止符还在远方
我 等待 接受
面对 挑战
我依然会回忆
那泪洒的一年
记载 写下
我的故事。。。